Psalm 18

Feeling suicidal, but keep running into the sovereignty of God.

Suicide is the ultimate “f___ You” to God

after all depression is all my anger turned inward right?

a Statement of faithless self determination

I don’t want to go there, because after all I really do love God.  Otherwise why would I be so mad at you?

But living with my failure and my limitations hurts. I want out.

I’m Trapped

And miserable

“find myself Safe and saved ”

“bedrock under my feet

The Castle that I run to

My rescuing knight”

God is the journey and the destination

Both

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out /  Change )

Google photo

You are commenting using your Google account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )

Connecting to %s

This site uses Akismet to reduce spam. Learn how your comment data is processed.