Psalm 18

Feeling suicidal, but keep running into the sovereignty of God.

Suicide is the ultimate “f___ You” to God

after all depression is all my anger turned inward right?

a Statement of faithless self determination

I don’t want to go there, because after all I really do love God.  Otherwise why would I be so mad at you?

But living with my failure and my limitations hurts. I want out.

I’m Trapped

And miserable

“find myself Safe and saved ”

“bedrock under my feet

The Castle that I run to

My rescuing knight”

God is the journey and the destination