When I say Jesus

“…The very mention shatters the darkness 

And calms my soul….

Til all my fears are gone. ”

I woke up hurting.  It’s a grief thing.  Most of you will know what I’m talking about.  Early morning waking.

Hurts like a DOG.

where is this in my 12 step workbook?  When you make amends but your kids don’t want to hear it.  When they can’t stand to be around you for more than twenty minutes.  When you don’t blame them but wish it could have been better.

Grief is great.  Jesus You get me.  Thank you.  When I say Jesus even a whisper shatters the darkness and calms my soul.  You are the word that speaks grace and strength 💪 to carry on.

I love You.

Published by strawberry0043

i am married to my best friend. I love Jesus more than life. I have an autoimmune disorder. I have joyfully born five children and been pregnant with seven. I have a disabled child. I have a mentally ill family member who abused my child and lied about it. I have one prodigal child who I may never see again.💚 I enjoy dealing with life as it is, not as it should be.💚 I have been unhappily and happily married to one man since 1995 (thank heaven!) I want to encourage💚 share hope in my world💚 Remind us and equip us to live in this difficult century. 💚June 2020

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