The Well


https://bible.com/bible/97/1co.10.13.MSG
I was in my rebooting closet 🚻 the other day. Often, I face suicidal thoughts in there.  The Holy Spirit and I had just fought off another wave of them.  

That sounds crazy doesn’t it.  Just being real.  Sorry if I shock ya. 💛

I was praying, “I have the chutzpah (read faith) to believe and not despair now ; but what about the next 500 times?  What if i go under? I’m 😨”

It doesn’t work like that.  Draw from My well.  It CANNOT be exhausted.

 I will never leave you or forsake you.

 Not the next 500 times. Not ever. 

Mental illness and dissociation

Fading beauty

Immune disorders

Addictions

Families disintegrating 

Rejection and prejudice

Isolation and lack of purpose

Bodily aging, disease progressing

CANNOT STOP MY GOOD PLANS AND LOVE TOWARD MY CHILDREN.

I BELIEVE. 💛

Published by strawberry0043

i am married to my best friend. I love Jesus more than life. I have an autoimmune disorder. I have joyfully born five children and been pregnant with seven. I have a disabled child. I have a mentally ill family member who abused my child and lied about it. I have one prodigal child who I may never see again.💚 I enjoy dealing with life as it is, not as it should be.💚 I have been unhappily and happily married to one man since 1995 (thank heaven!) I want to encourage💚 share hope in my world💚 Remind us and equip us to live in this difficult century. 💚June 2020

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