The Well


https://bible.com/bible/97/1co.10.13.MSG
I was in my rebooting closet 🚻 the other day. Often, I face suicidal thoughts in there.  The Holy Spirit and I had just fought off another wave of them.  

That sounds crazy doesn’t it.  Just being real.  Sorry if I shock ya. πŸ’›

I was praying, “I have the chutzpah (read faith) to believe and not despair now ; but what about the next 500 times?  What if i go under? I’m 😨”

It doesn’t work like that.  Draw from My well.  It CANNOT be exhausted.

 I will never leave you or forsake you.

 Not the next 500 times. Not ever. 

Mental illness and dissociation

Fading beauty

Immune disorders

Addictions

Families disintegrating 

Rejection and prejudice

Isolation and lack of purpose

Bodily aging, disease progressing

CANNOT STOP MY GOOD PLANS AND LOVE TOWARD MY CHILDREN.

I BELIEVE. πŸ’›

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