I was in my rebooting closet 🚻 the other day. Often, I face suicidal thoughts in there. The Holy Spirit and I had just fought off another wave of them.
That sounds crazy doesn’t it. Just being real. Sorry if I shock ya. 💛
I was praying, “I have the chutzpah (read faith) to believe and not despair now ; but what about the next 500 times? What if i go under? I’m 😨”
It doesn’t work like that. Draw from My well. It CANNOT be exhausted.
I will never leave you or forsake you.
Not the next 500 times. Not ever.
Mental illness and dissociation
Rejection and prejudice
Isolation and lack of purpose
Bodily aging, disease progressing
CANNOT STOP MY GOOD PLANS AND LOVE TOWARD MY CHILDREN.
I BELIEVE. 💛