Peace of sanity

I remember when I disassociated and left my twelve year old son at the bank. Doing that was when I finally reached out for help and got into counseling.
Painful.  I hated losing time the most about DID. 💛

He is deservedly bitter at me now.  Twenty three.  I cannot make him forgive me or understand.  But I can forgive myself and shape my own attitude.

Here is my little piece of sanity for this morning:

  • My collie’s attitude. #wannabethat
  • Cat purring
  • Summer rain
  • Fan on my face
  • Pools of cool breezy sunshine, with curtains fluttering and cats curled up in them
  • Spaghetti and meat balls
  • Take and bake pizza
  • Trying a new recipe stovetop cookies 🍪
  • Perfect three leaf clovers
  • Cows munching and blowing grassy breath
  • My dog’s whiskery muzzle
  • Cups of steaming fragrant tea
  • Hanging out after dinner dishes are done. Tired and replete.
  • The ocean
  • Giving someone a break
  • Finding out it’s not just me
  • Internet research article on DID
  • Coming in from a cold walk, blowing my nose, putting on slippers, making a hot drink
  • Cantaloupe smoothie
  • Marshmallows

Published by strawberry0043

i am married to my best friend. I love Jesus more than life. I have an autoimmune disorder. I have joyfully born five children and been pregnant with seven. I have a disabled child. I have a mentally ill family member who abused my child and lied about it. I have one prodigal child who I may never see again.💚 I enjoy dealing with life as it is, not as it should be.💚 I have been unhappily and happily married to one man since 1995 (thank heaven!) I want to encourage💚 share hope in my world💚 Remind us and equip us to live in this difficult century. 💚June 2020

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