Rough morning. I’ve been struggling hard core with suicidal thoughts.
I was in my rebooting closet 🚻.
I can trust God to reboot my ❤ right now, but what about all the other times stretching out in front of me? That scares me.
What if I can’t store up enough chutzpah for tomorrow, and tomorrow i go under?
God just told me. It’s an act of faith, isn’t it?
It doesn’t work like that. God is telling me to look at the woman at the well story in Luke.
I’ve started a Bible study with my girls at YouBible on Luke 4.
We’ll see what God says to me about where to look for Love.