I embarrassed myself at e-church
Freaked out because some of the gals had liked some things hubby said on groupme.
ugh. I let my fear motivate me, asked him not to go on groupme because I don’t want him sharing that openly with other women . He was very sweet and ammenable, and said of course, but one of the other gals called me on it.
EVERY one needs to be welcome. EVERY ONE.
I must retrench.
I feel like when you have to go up to get your one week chip again at CR*, after you’ve been on the wagon with your addiction du jour for five years.
but I get myself by the back of the neck and get up there.
It’s for other people.
So they can take courage when It’s their turn.
It’s for me.
So I know I’m not all that and a carton of fries🍟.
Pick our selves back up
and go on.
Relapse is part of recovery.
God resists the proud but gives grace to the humble.
*CR = CELEBRATE RECOVERY a 12 step group based out of Saddleback Church. It’s like AA but for everyone, not just substance users.