Get back in the ring

I embarrassed myself at e-church

Freaked out because some of the gals had liked some things hubby said on groupme.

ugh.  I let my fear motivate me, asked him not to go on groupme because I don’t want him sharing that openly with other women .  He was very sweet and ammenable, and said of course, but one of the other gals called me on it. 

EVERY one needs to be welcome.  EVERY ONE.

I must retrench.

I feel like when you have to go up to get your one week chip again at CR*, after you’ve been on the wagon with your addiction du jour for five years.

you know?

but I get myself by the back of the neck and get up there.

It’s for other people.

    So they can take courage when It’s their turn.

It’s for me.

    So I know I’m not all that and a carton of fries🍟.

Be honest

Pick our selves back up 

and go on.

Relapse is part of recovery. 
God resists the proud but gives grace to the humble.

*CR = CELEBRATE RECOVERY a 12 step group based out of Saddleback Church. It’s like AA but for everyone, not just substance users.

Published by strawberry0043

i am married to my best friend. I love Jesus more than life. I have an autoimmune disorder. I have joyfully born five children and been pregnant with seven. I have a disabled child. I have a mentally ill family member who abused my child and lied about it. I have one prodigal child who I may never see again.💚 I enjoy dealing with life as it is, not as it should be.💚 I have been unhappily and happily married to one man since 1995 (thank heaven!) I want to encourage💚 share hope in my world💚 Remind us and equip us to live in this difficult century. 💚June 2020

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