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The Best. K T C.
Kindness thrift and common sense. #pioneerspirit I have been hard on my family. My family system has perpetrated and perpetuated great evil. Some of my people have done great evil. Especially my great grandfather McCoy. God have mercy. Selah. That’s a fact. However…I want to add a little BALANCE. I just woke up from a […]
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When your child gets abused
Because it would have meant the world to me fifteen years ago to know somebody with some wisdom had been there. To know that a person can get over this and have some a future afterwards. To know how that might look. To know that there can be a good life on the other side of this thing.
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💣💣 coping 💣💣
I love Abide sleep meditations. Today, they included Psalm 23 I was thinking about this psalm. I memorized it, as a child, in the King James Version and I find it comforting to remember the words in the same way. A phrase jumped out at me this time: … through the valley of the […]
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Parent guilt 😔 😟 🙁 😥 😞
The accuser likes to shame me about stuff I’ve done wrong with my DID. like leaving my son at the bank for two hours when he was ten and buying a gross of light bulbs across town before I woke up. Like losing my temper and shaking my daughter when she was in middle school […]
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Flashback nightmare
3 am. woke up in a cold sweat. I was there again. I hate this! straight to God and my youBible. Desperation is an excellent motivational force, I find. I am starting to heal, because even in my dream, I was starting to offer myself forgiveness. 🌼 🌸 🌻 🌹 🏵 🌼 🌸 🌻 🌹 […]
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Woman at the well
I heard a story from the BibleWhen I was just a little girlAbout a broken-hearted womanWho met the Savior of the world Thought it was just another storyOne that the preacher man would readBut as I’m sitting here at homeDrinking red wine all aloneI think that woman might be me ‘Cause tonight I feel just […]
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Broken bones 🌼 🌸 🌼
I’ve been researching about the garden of Gethsemane. meditating on the 20 hour ordeal that Jesus went through for all of us. I’m thinking about my stinky attitude. I want to change! Holy Spirit help me to bear my 5 weeks until this bone heals with humor and patience and other centered thinking. Help me. […]
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Don’t lose heart ♥
In your struggle against sin, you have not yet resisted to the point of throwing it all in–of no turning back, and have you forgotten the word of encouragement that addresses you as children? It says: My child, do not make light of the Lord’s discipline, and do not lose heart when he rebukes you […]
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DAMP
I found out how my babies went all night, occasionally, with a wet diaper, you guys! It CAN be done. My hubby has been such a trooper with my surgery recovery 💙 but I can tell he’s getting tired. He can sleep anywhere and almost instantly. But. He’s relies on that. If he doesn’t get […]
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R.E.S.P.E.C.T. 💐
Sometimes the message we receive as women from the Bible can get garbled by our stuff. Just “shut up and forgive him” is not healthy or what God was after; do you agree? I don’t know everything, and I respect your journey, dear reader…but what God has been helping me to reframe is how I […]
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